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•Monday, October 5, 2009
Changing...
With age comes change and I am about to make a BIG change in my life. It might not be big to some but its gigantic for me. I've finally decided to "make nice" aka "chill" aka "date" guys who might actually have some type of genuine romantic interest in me. I know what your thinking, "How in the hell does she not date guys who like her?". Well I've always messed around with guys or hung around with guys who I knew in the back of my head would never try to "wife" me or make me their girlfriend. It wasn't a conscious decision to do this but as time went on I just stuck with the same motive. So now I am 20 something fabulous young woman and can proudly say, that I have never been in a serious committed relationship. I've consciously and unconsciously have avoided committed relationships for fear of "losing myself". Even when I did fall in love with a "homie with benefits" I knew in the back of my mind that we would probably never be together anyway. So now I am making a conscious decision to only date guys who like me in a romatic way....... so no more.....friends with beneifits. Maybe this decision is kinda based on my "most recent" homie cutting off the nookie ( for reasons I dont really know and he wont disclose) but either way its a good decicison. Maybe now I can actually use some of my date clothes that I have to go on REAL dates (ie. not just chilling at his crib watching movies) but actual dates that encorporate me wearing heels and him waiting at my door with flowers. Lol.
Hi Hi. I'm Jade.
Mississippi born and raised. I started blogging because of: boredom, creativity issues, and just wanting a place to vent my frustrations.
My life is pretty boring despite I am a weirdo in many contexts of being a normal 20 something young woman.
ATTENTION: I BLOG FROM MY AT&T TILT cause Im lazy about logging in and all that other stuff u gotta do to just post a blog. lol.
Random Tidbits:
Vegetarian
Soccer Player
Basketball Player
Artistic
Resides in MD (for now)
Cant be stereotyped
Friend
Sister
Office Manager
Soon to be world traveler
Bachelor of Science in Physical Education
Loves all Animals
Single